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发表于 2015-6-19 19:45:07
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Over the past few years through this sport/forum I have grown a lot. I have learned passion, sacrifice, courage, but most importantly how to love. My actions although self gratifying have come at a cost. I have recently hurt the person most important to me in my life through this forum.
IT'S GREAT THAT YOU LEARNED ALOT, BUT I THINK YOU LEARNED WHAT YOU WERE MISSING IN YOUR CURRENT/PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP (BUT I COULD BE WRONG)
Today will be my last day signing into this account, I am retiring from this sport, I will never return. I wish all my fellow wolves safe passage in your adventures, and may the moon guide you home each and every time.
THAT FACT THAT YOU SIGNED IN TO SAY IT'S YOUR LAST DAY MOST LIKELY WILL MEAN YOU WILL BE BACK IN THE FUTURE. THOSE THEY ASY MY LAST CIG TYPICALLY SMOKE MORE, THOSE THAT KICK IT COLD TURKEY HAVE BETTER ODDS OF QUITTING. AND THIS IS NOT A SPORT, IT'S AN ADDICTION OR LIFESTYLE THAT MANY CHOOSE TO ENGAGE IN. NO DIFFERENT THAN PLAYING MAH-JONG. THE MOON DON'T GUIDE ME HOME, THE MOON IS POINTING WEST WHEN I EAT, SO IT'S GUIDING ME TO ASB
My heart hurts after knowing what I have done to her, the confusion I have cause, the heartbreak that must be endured, the lost in trust. I hope she sees this and understands this is my first step to my commitment to you. I only hope that one day I can show the reason to love me again.
I'M SURE YOU HURT SOMEONE'S FEELINGS, BUT UNLESS SHE STARTS GIVING YOU SERVICE LIKE A MM AND UNDERSTANDS THE IMPORTANCE OF THAT IN 'YOUR LIVES' TOGETHER, YOU WILL HAVE A HIGH CHANCE OF RELAPSE OR YOU WILL JUST BE AN 'AFC'
Farewell...
PLEASE START A NEW THREAD WHEN YOU RETURN TO HUNTING / EATING. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST |
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