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July 12nd, 2014 early evening
went to play basketball with 2 of my friends after babysitting, yes sweetie likes to play the "mommy" role... she always "volunteers" to babysit for her friends, so she is a "mommy" minus the cooking, that's why i was there as usual, because i am the cook ,
anyway....pool is closed, probably for maintenance or something, there was like 8 kids, 18, or 19 years old, high school graduates or freshmen in college..since there was only 3 of us, so we played 3 on 3, i didn't want to play with them at first because they acted gangsters tough, and one of our players is missing, he is away, he is actually the best by far among 4 of us, but another younger friend of mine wanted to play with them, so i obliged..
i don't know what have they been feeding kids nowadays, 3 kids r my height, 2 r much taller, the tallest is at least 6"5, if not taller
so we started playing after some shooting loosening up, within 15 mins one of the kids kept picking on my friend who is older, he is in his late 30s.. he couldn't keep up with the pace.. so that kid said whats up old man, arthritis, my grandpa knows some good pills for it. of course we all got fired up, and then he apologized told us to chill, he was kidding.. i was very mad, but we were totally outnumbered, and we were losing by 6 points.. and out of no where that 6"5 kid blocked my shot, he was faster than me, caught me off guard, whatever, its all good, part of the game, i thought i will just get him back, but this kid started trash talking, i really wanted to fuck up his face, i am not a violent guy at all, but this fucking kid...his face, his attiude, his tone.....just can not tolerate it....but i looked around, 8 versus 3.. and i don't have my cell phone with me.. so i sucked it up, and tried to focus and win the game.. but my older friend couldn't continue, so we had to call it off.. the score was like 28 to 22 for them. so that 6"5 kid said "losers" he didn't say it to our faces, but i heard it when we were about to leave, i was like say that again. he just looked at me for 3 seconds and say whatever, i was like u n me one on one now, 11 points, position all the way, he said he is late for some bull shit so i told him i want a rematch next week, same time, same place, i will replace the older friend with another friend who was MVP player in college, he said whatever, we will be here, i hate that fucking kid. that fucking attitude.
went back home pissed, sweetie was like, how was the game, i didn't reply, so she said u should have gone jogging with me. i ignored her and went straight to shower, i was pissed, cranky as hell.. after shower, she was outside the door waiting, she asked about the game again, i said my shot got blocked by a kid, and he trashtalked for the rest of the game, fucking annoying..sweetie said why do u swear so much lately, u never swore before, whats up with all the cursing...i dont like it, so stop ok?!. i didnt reply but walked away she grabbed my arm, removed my towel, which was on my waist, i said i am not in the mood, she said thats why we r doing it, i was like fine u ask for it, so we did, i guess this is called angry sex, totally not my style, i cummed in less than 2 mins, it was vigorous sex, i pounded really hard, got up and went for another shower, came out, sweetie said feel better? i said yeah, she gave me a kiss and told me to eat the cheese cake she saved for me and finish the milk. when i was eating the cheese cake, i am really thankful to have sweetie, she always knows how to calm me down, make me feel better under any circumstance.... i told myself, i will quit hunting one day for her, for my future kids.. starting from this vacation, no hunting no massage, no checking out girls.. be her good man, i know i am not a good bf, but she is the best gf i have ever had. i am sorry that i do what i do, but i know i love her, i am just afraid to say it and afraid to admit it.....i wanna take this opportuinty to dedicate this song to myself and sweetie, i love the lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulB9tF-3cTw
and.....
i will get my dignity back next week.
fucking kid called me a loser, i will make you loser's bitch
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