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发表于 2014-4-29 16:53:52
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April 29th, 2014
superstar, something bad happened today, i almost called u, then i quickly realized u r in states...i panicked a bit...i lost the umbrella the one sweetie gave me, the one u saw, the one i did not want to use was saving it for special occasion, the black automatic umbrella with unique silver circle pattern. i decided to use it, it was pouring when i left this morning, i thought it's perfect to try out how durable how windproof this umbrella is. turn out to be the worst idea.. 30 mm of rain expected. and i lost it
i was late for work, and i was in a hurry i didn't drive, took TTC, i left the umbrella's on the subway, because it was wet, i didn't want to put into my briefcase. so i left it beside me, and i forgot to take it when i exited the subway, didn't realize when i was about to go out to get lunch, oh God, my heart stopped pounding, i can't lose that umbrella, it's from sweetie, she is gonna be furious, she is gonna make a fuss about it.. i told my colleague to contact TTC for me if there is any way i can retrieve the umbrella. i went out to search for it, i figure worst case scenario, i can always buy a new one that looks the same, and sweetie wouldn't have a clue.. little did i know, this umbrella is unique alright, i went to eaton centers, winners, so many little stores trying to find one. no luck at all, the pattern is too unique, i don't know where did she get it from.. then i went back to the office, my colleagues were all like it's just an umbrella, i will buy u two new ones if u r tht obsessed with umbrellas... but u don't understand this is not an ordinary umbrella, it's the f-cking umbrella. one and only, irreplaceable, u guys wouldn't understand, sweetie bought it, she said she spent hours searching for the "perfect" gift for me.
u know how is gonna interpret when she found out i lost it, she is gonna think, i don't care enough, i don't take it seriously enough, if i can lose something from her, so freaking easily, so fast. she doesn't mean much to me, of course it's not fcking true, but she is gonna think that like, that's how she processes, how she over analyzes, something freaking this trivial... TTC personnel said this is not considered valuable, he doubts ppl will return it, i don't have my name on it either to prove it belongs to me.. omg.. this is not valuable, how come at this very moment i feel like my life depends on it, it's the most valuable thing to me in my entire life..
i had to tell sweetie, because she will know when we have dinner tonight, she can tell if i am lying, so i texted her, no response, so i called her, she was not happy at all.. i was right, she was saying that, i just gave it to u 2 weeks ago, how can u lose it already, i am not being hysterical, u r unbelievable.. she was upset..to say the least.. sigh..to make thing worse, i asked her where did she get it from, i will go buy it now, she said no. i will not find it. i went to her condo, she wouldn't let me in, i waited and waited, buzz her, text her, no use.. she ignored me clearly. so i was pacing back and forth around her condo, i didn't know what to do, i know she isn't going to let it go this easily... i don't blame her, i was too clumsy, how could i forget about it, how could i..can not even keep an umbrella for a day. i lost in less than an hour first time using it from her...
it wasn't pouring anymore, drizzle, i was wet, i was cold, i didn't know what to do, because we r both under a lot of pressure already, i know she wants me to stop using escort, this gonna trigger a fight... she says this shows how insignificance i am to u, fck i totally knew she was going to say something like that. u r a person, u r not an umbrella. i will lose an umbrella, but i will never lose u unless u leave me
why didn't they put gps on the freaking umbrella, so i can track it with my phone,
i was pacing for at least 30 mins until my phone rang, and she came downstairs, she hugged me, she said r u stupid, this is ur fav. suit. and look at u, u r freezing u gonna catch a cold
i am stupid to lose ur umbrella, i am sorry
this suit is 1400 dollars, apparently, it's not as valuable as the umbrella u gave me
one umbrella, ruined my suit, my dress shoes, risk of catching a cold, missed half day of work, didn't eat lunch
and u r telling me u r insignificant to me. imagine if i didn't lose the umbrella, i lost u.. i will literally go insane. |
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