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发表于 2024-1-30 17:06:38
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i did weed (vape pens and oil) for about 15yrs almost all day everyday, almost always stoned while doing stuff. never saw escorts or had sex while high though, cause i wanted to be sober on the drive home. but a while ago i did some cuddling sessions with a white girl and she offered me some weed at the beginning of the session, i thought maybe i'd take a few hits and i would come down after the session was over. after the session i had to drive home and was still quite stoned, sat in the car for a while and didnt know what to do, finally just started driving and luckily made it back without issues.
then in recent years i started to get these weird heart palpitation things, and in the last few months i couldn't toke more than 2-3 hits without having big panic attacks and feeling like i was gonna have a heart attack or stroke. this carried over to other drugs even as mild as caffeine. i drink coffee and i start to get the same heart palpitation and panic attacks.
about 2 weeks ago i toked a few hits and had a really big panic attack, it got so bad i considered calling 911. it felt like the night would never end. i thought it was over for sure. i couldn't sit or lie down more than 15 seconds without jumping back up and feeling like my heart was gonna stop or something. constantly had to inhale deeply, felt like i wasnt getting enough oxygen. that lasted about 4-5hrs. luckily i came down from that gradually and finally fell asleep. when i woke up the next morning i threw away everything i had, and i dont think i'll be toking anymore. |
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