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Before I write my story, please if you guys know whom I'm talking about, don't share her name or agency because I feel sorrowful if other guys come for her and I don't want her name to show up on this forum. The most important thing is I don't want her to know. Please thanks.
Had a short break so began my trip to Toronto a few days before. On the last night in Canada a mysterious force drived me to call the booker. And I was lucky enough to book her for the last minute. I was stunned by her pure, celestial beauty. And I know she didn't belong here. I didn't mean to disrupt her from sleeping but selfishly I added 3 more hours ( So sad I only had 1200 cash on my hand and I have to return the car I rented by 8 am) because once I left, I may never see her in my life again. She told me that the other guy canceled because he thought she looked like her cousin. I'm grateful to this dude and more grateful to God. If that guy didn't cancel or the guy after me changed his schedule to replace that guy, I may never meet one of the most important people for me in this life. I have met many prettier girls in my life but didn't have any crush on them. This is the first time I felt the determination that indeed she's the apple in my eyes for 5 years. I asked her if many guys at school chasing after her. She said OK La. That means I have so many competitors but I have the least hope because I'm the only one among these to know her through this way . She's so pure and young that I regretted making love with her. For me, all I wanted is making out and seeing her lying on my breast, closing her eyes and resting peacefully. God, forgive my sins, I vow here I'll never go out to do things like this anymore. In exchange, please grant her safety, sound and happiness.
Right now I'm back to States, our distance becomes 2600 miles. A few days later, we will be 6500 miles away. I can't help but thinking of her because I wanna remember her face, her voice. Never let it go for a second lest it fading away.
Sometimes for a guy like me has no clear direction in life before. I didn't have the motivation to earn a lot of money. But she gave me the motivation now. She's only 21, one month older than me but gone through so many sad moments.As a man,I hate myself being so useless, if I'm rich enough, she will never have to do this anymore. From this day, I'll work hard and earn money more than I ever did.Let's see what I'll be 2 years later. I vow to be a better man and I'll do it. 2 years later, if she didn't get married, I'll chase after her. No matter how little my odds will be, I'll try, until I see a guy that I could entrust. Could that guy be me? Now I have 0 chance, but 2 years later, I'll increase my chance, perhaps still incompetent but at least not impossible.
Face: 10 with some freckles which I like
Attitude: 10 I only speak English or Mandarin, I really like her Mandarin, English and Cantonese
Service: 0 I don't need or like service at all, she doesn't have to serve me because it's self-evident that women and men are equal.
Recommendation: No. The more guys come, the more incapable of me it will manifest.
I don't want her to know this review. The reason
I wrote this review is to express how I feel and seek out help from bros. Do I have a chance to chase after her on the condition that I met her though this way? I'm no longer naïve, and this is not puppy love. Once I found my girl, I'm more than serious. I'm not stupid to know eventually I'll fail eventually. But even if the odd is 0.1%, I'll grasp the very hope.
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