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发表于 2024-2-21 21:51:26
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More gentle no's. I've only asked out like 3 girls while all the others is they ask me.
The times popped the question was all in the beginning years where I started seeing girls. I was very inexperienced in general with relationships and women. So the 1st one gaslit the fuck outta me. We did go out one time but it was self serving for her. She only wanted to come out so that I only buy her shit and that same day she went to see another customer off the clock.
2nd one I got rejected after asking for the 4th date. we already went out 3 times and guess she wasn't feeling it. But she was super good at just pretending to like you or I was a noob at telling lmao. But I still kept seeing her until things fell apart between us and got wierd. So she asked the agency to not book me anymore.
But from that time, I saw her room mate which was a k girl and that's where we started dating lmao. That was a good experience but realistically I shouldn't have dated her because I was not in the right state of mind. I was practically trying to fill empty heart with another person. It lasted about 3 months, could've went longer if it wasn't for covid and LDR. But I dodged a bullet realistically as after we broke it off. I was heartbroken for like a year before I realized how much more important my own life and self was. That's where the girl I became friends with came in. She really taught me to be confident with myself and to never chase.
3rd time was late 2022. Also very popular kgirl, went out with her a number of times. We had a falling out then she began to reject my dates. After that she didn't want to see me for a little bit and I called her out on it and stopped seeing her. That's where it sealed the deal. But i never got attached to her despite her being one of the prettiest k girls I have ever seen, and been out with. Also she rarely dfks and I was like one of the 5 or 6 dudes lucky enough to get dfk with her.
From there I kinda stopped bothering to go out with these girls, that's where I got asked 3 more times by 3 separate girls also all 3 korean. Rejected them and just stopped seeing them. Partially that is also when Japanese girls started flowing in. And I began to do the really risky fun shit like NC and creampies and fuck that is addicting.
A lot of these girls I creampie, I don't see more than 3 times. As to not get attached. Aside from basically 1 which I saw 6 times and got to know her on a personal level and got her personal social media. But we never went out. However before she left she gave me a gift and I gave her one too.
I'm like too busy these days to properly date lol and I love sex too much. Having too much fun lol 😆
Also that 1st one was a crazy girl lmaoo she kept reaching out to me like every year or so. And eventually I told her to fuck off and warned her to never contact me again. Which she broke and I left her on read LOL |
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